5481c №14869
i tried playing minecraft at different times with today two seperate friends but i did basically nothing and felt super aimless
maybe i’m just dat retarded
5481c №14870
any time i ask for the melatonin we supposedly have i get ignored for legit no reason
5481c №14871
my legs and arms are aching too mich i just wanna cut them off
5481c №14873
how do ppl draw on phones this sucks balls
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either i completely disappear for 2 weeks rotting away with an adderall brain doing some bullshit or i actually do different things this time i wonder what 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔
5481c №14875
being cut doesn’t really hurt as much as it used too…. hmm i wonder
5481c №14877
>>14876i used to act like such a soyfag it makes me laugh looking back at old dms i had with people wtf was i on
5481c №14879
can supersage stop breaking thanks
anyway i need to rest my eyes
5481c №14881
nvm i bit my tongue accidentally
332da №14884
>>14882Deadass tyhought this was a foot
5481c №14961
like i said in the other thread frotting sucks just put it in the butt nobody carws
5481c №14962
shower soon becuz idk
5481c №14964
gonna ask for melatonin too ig
5481c №14980
>>14964fail there’s really none
wharever bro i get my shit tommoro 🤤
332da №14982
>>14872Ur just emotiobwlly confused this is Not amger
5481c №14983
>>14981thing is i don’t go outside for anything wver so errr
5481c №14984
>>14982maybe but i just get so restless when i don’t talk to someone now for some reason its weird and dumb
332da №14986
>>14984Hmm
Opposite for me
5481c №14991
>>14986unbothered
respect tho
332da №14992
>>14990Use ur maps to find a pharmacy closest to u and use directions to get there
5481c №14998
>>14992i can’t drive myself
i’m going to get my meds anyway tomorrow i’ll tough it out
5481c №15016
goodnight chinny
5481c №15035
waiting to leave
5481c №15085
i finally got my Adderall holy shit
5481c №15101
im not quite sure what to do right now maybe i’ll draw??? idk what of yet bc uhh stuff
5481c №15105
>>15102oke sure in a lil bit i gotta draw an oc for a friend
4a731 №15141
>>15138Heh.
R
ome wasmt huilt in a day hou kniw 🍷🗿
5481c №15170
>>15141true though it’s embarrassing as fuck to spend this long on a sketch
>>15142i’m giga retarded and my line confidence is completely shit so i’ve just been redrawing so much just to fix any of my mistakes
5481c №15171
can my thoughts stop telling me to overdose nothing is even happening
4a731 №15224
>>15170hmmm ,mmmmmm hmhm jaybe try mesh transform tools if they're on firealpaca? like the smudge ones but instead of blurring the thing it just moves your lines. and try doing picrel if youre not already doing picrel
and potentioncally raise the stabilizer if theres an option for that😊
>>15171outlive your opps bro🍷🗿
4a731 №15328
bump
5481c №15329
i forgor about this thread
5481c №15330
>>15224yeah ur right, thank u for the info i’ll definitely try and do that later when i get the motivation to draw some more
5481c №15332
i drew something today and actually let it be when it was pretty much finished wow
i don’t think i’ll post it here but i’m kinda happy with it
5481c №15481
i feel like shit
5481c №15530
my sister got me sick so doing anything sucks even with 60 mg of adderall
332da №15531
>>15530Yo is it the new vrius
5481c №15533
>>15531idk probably somethng mild but it's making me feel mentally exhausted i can't even draw now
332da №15535
>>15533Omagah get checked..m
d69ab №15543
>>15529You will never be him
5481c №15545
>>15543niggerson? i own that nigger
5481c №15568
>>15558I just hate when nobody can match my energy, it feels like sometimes i’m talking to a brick walk with certain people
332da №15575
>>15570Talk w like ai theyre like slavrs and can talk to y for hours if ur so good at talking n shidt
5481c №15576
>>15575I have before it's just weird, i don't like that it never really challenges me or anything and also the fact i can just repeat messages stunlocks me. idk i prefer talking to real people cause at least what i have to say matters sometimes
332da №15577
>>15576I wish my mind wasnt so competitive fr ive failed to truly delusionmaxx slmost my whol life my imaginary friends dyring preschool lasted barely a week
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>>15577I've never really managed to have something like that, i think i just don't have the imagination for it or something…
but i can see why that'd be a bit strenuous..
332da №15579
>>15578I should get a free pass tobc im so good and styff
332da №15580
Oouhh sorry i didnt know okay u want to sage it
4a731 №15587
>>15530dawwwwwwwwwwwwwh get well soon
>>15556oh im sorry :( online friendships are tough. i hope you have better luck in real life broman
5481c №15596
>>15587i actually did feel betrer kind of
also i haven’t made any friends with anyone irl in over 6 years so..
5481c №15598
i frgt to sage but i have beem awake for 2 daus this sucks i hate this
5481c №15599
owwe
5481c №15660
i got a nice rest
>>15620i try but it's really hard considering how much imageboards are my life now
4a731 №15663
>>15596im glad youre feeling better
and idk what you hould do about the irl friend thing to be honst. i dont hav e that much experience making friends irl but maybe you can try getting into some normie fandoms or communities and see where that goes :D
5481c №15666
>>15663i haven't been outside in over a month bro it's over before it starts, thank you for the advice though. i'll keep rotting
5481c №15948
i finally took my adderall again today, time to work on wiki slop even though i should be drawing
5481c №15975
lowk miss the shemmy but not like when poly was on it
7d4da №15983
>>15975Poly's shemmy was more soulful and active than any other period of the shemmy.
8490a №15989
>>15975me too 😞
>>15983dont kid yourself brah it was not that good. angeleno mogged
5481c №16095
i’ve been awake for 2 days and i can’t fucking ffall asleep i tried legit for 3 hours earlier and i couldnmt get a bit of sleep fuck
5481c №16096
80 mgs when i ran out of slewping pills was NOT the move
5481c №16097
i still feel so awake in a weird way
332da №16099
Irs like awake x sleepy its so weird i hate adderall sonmetimes
5481c №16100
>>16099yeh my mind keeps going even though im so physically tired urghn
5481c №16104
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i ran out of fucking trazadon. I was given some melatonin pills after whining abt it and got like 3 and took them but they ain’t doing ANYTHING
332da №16105
>>16104I thought u were on adde
5481c №16108
waht ru confusde abt??
5481c №16110
my head is statting to burn the more i look at mynphone
332da №16112
>>16110SAME BUT YOURS IS PROBABLY WORSE SO IK MOT GONNHACOMPLAIN ABOUT MINE.
5481c №16113
>>16112no u can complain we borh can complain dats normal
5481c №16114
am surprisned my eyes haven’t completely started burning constsntly yet… shouldn’t get too hopefull though
5481c №16115
eurhgjghh
332da №16117
>>16116Pinch place between index &&thumb finger
5481c №16118
>>16117ehmnn i think i did it,, idk if cannfully do soemthing aht it when i should he sleepinn instwad
5481c №16125
>>16124i got angry and paranoid some people i knew stopped talking to me or someting liek that
d7946 №16126
>>16125did you have a reason to be paranoid
5481c №16127
>>16126ya they wer talking abt my personal shit publicly
d7946 №16128
>>16127Thats not really paranoia thats just realizing your friends are douchebags
5481c №16129
>>16128no like it’s kinda hard to describe but i get insanely freaked out nowadays if i notice anything that might be going wrong with any of my friendships
d7946 №16130
>>16129thats probably a normal response
If theyre openly releasing and mocking personal info you didnt want to be made public its normal to get pissed off but
that sucks alot i can understand why youd get paranoid especially if you dont have anyone else as a friend
5481c №16131
>>16130yeah its a big problem i end up talking to myswlf alot of times and it spirals into over thinking about stuff
d7946 №16134
>>16131Its better to talk to yourself then niggas who will backstab you if it meant making people laugh
5481c №16147
i actually got some sleep
5481c №16148
>>16134maybe, though I feel like it’s just makingnme go crazy
5481c №16246
100 mg of adderall gone just like that
i guess bro
5481c №16247
i guess i’ll just be not getting any sleep
5481c №16248
nigga im rotting
d7946 №16249
cp
5481c №16292
i think i ran out of adderall
332da №16294
>>16292How long until yoir next batch arrives
332da №16305
I noticed after posting
5481c №16306
>>16303ii probably couldve stretched my supply out moar so its fine, i used to liek go through an entire refill in 2 weeks so…
332da №16308
>>16306Maybe next time pick out one or two for the last days , start with that. ☺️
5481c №16309
>>16308il ask when i wake up again if have any 😸
332da №16310
And its good to have breaks
332da №16311
>>16309Do u not havw anymore atm
5481c №16312
>>16311i dont know i sidnt ask for any today but i took like 5 earlier so i have a feeling im out now
5481c №16314
im getting some visual hallucinations now! wonderful
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5481c №16315
itz too fucking hot i cant fall asleep even if im conplwtely naked oh my fucking god
5481c №16316
nuke summer
332da №16317
>>16316Can the sun..stop rxploding?
5481c №16318
>>16317seriously why cant it be cold onh my god
5481c №16319
i cant even use a blanket i over heat i have to use a sheet to cover up
5481c №16320
hmm ok i have 2 adderall left
5481c №16321
im starting to tear up for no reason maybe i should put the phone down
332da №16322
>>16321MOOD
MOOD
MOOD
MOOD.
MOOD.
5481c №16323
aughh i don’t wanna fall asleep
5481c №16324
i need to be scared
5481c №16325
i saw a little thing race across my bedroom floor
5481c №16326
the tears stopped
5481c №16328
ok i’ll be quiet before i end up mania posting on the fucking chinny of all places
5481c №16330
oh my god
5481c №16518
fuuuuck i forgot theres 31 days in may and i just ran out
whatever i guess being lethargic for a day won’t be that bad.
845e6 №16521
>>16520can you post a photo?
5481c №16522
>>16521i’m not that desperate for attention yet
845e6 №16525
>>16524What's embarassing about gooning we're all brown here
5481c №16527
>>16525what are you even begging for exactly
5481c №16529
>>16528do you think i’m an attention whore or something
why would i post that on the retarded cp meme site
5481c №16530
who even are you ???? 😭😭😭😭
5481c №16532
oh my god wait i know now
5481c №16533
>>16531lviv isn’t that gay
5481c №16534
anytime i look at old dms of myself from like a year ago i kept trying to act tuff just cause i was trying to be professional like no you ain’t stop thecap 😂
5481c №16535
i should stop being so trusting of people lowk
8be5f №16558
>>16519Wha;t!WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe its the software . have you tried medibang on pc? ithink its free
>>16520rare giga
>>16531I am Retep. And I am Evil
5481c №16581
>>16558i’m jist being a selfish little fuck and spending way too long trying to fix every little mistake in my line art so it looks clean
5481c №16582
my eyes hurt so bad
one hour of fucking sleep
8be5f №16616
>>16581dawh okay…
>>16582why do you sleep so little?????????????????????????
5481c №16621
>>16616insomnia or someyhing like that, plus adderall messed it up a ton :/
5481c №16623
was so busy this month i barely got to play anything… i totally wanna play SOMETHING when i finish drawing but idk what yet 🤔
5481c №16624
ughh i just realized the 31st is a sunday. ig i HAVE to wait for the 1st.. miserable.
5481c №16625
who up touching they worm
5481c №16628
>>16627i like playing wit my brushes
5481c №16635
even when off my adderall j do not feel like eating anything still
this might be a good thing 🤔
5481c №16649
can theese coughs go away please
332da №16650
>>16649!!U have an excuse to try cough syrup now
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my birthday today
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Gubby birthday
7a65a №16823
>>16791HAPPY BIRTHDAY😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄😄🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎂🎉🎊🎊🎊🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
5481c №16824
>>16823thaaaaaaaaaaaaank uuuu
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>>16791Happy 36th birthday
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i feel so lonely and desperate
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ice cream hurting my teeth
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i wanna take a nap there’s nothing going on
cfc26 №16847
>>16842It's okay schizo just go on /chud/
d7946 №16853
>>16834Too young safe edgy
5481c №16859
my hips hurt
5481c №16866
so fucking bored
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yawwwwnnn
5481c №16877
my teeth hurt like a bitcch even though i brush them everyday maybe my wisdom teeth sre fucking up
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i really wanted to finish a drawing but i guess i’ll have to wait till i get my adderall again
fuuuuuck
332da №17080
>>16529>>16530omg , the next time someone ask u for something private like that just say "no" , okay?
5481c №17102
>>17080i was being ridiculous just cause lool
332da №17105
>>17102same i do that
i had a bittersweet dream . M
5481c №17106
>>17105wym bittersweet dream ?/
332da №17107
>>17106good but a lil dreadfully and angsty
5481c №17108
>>17107mmh well hopefully it wasn't too bad yknow
332da №17111
courlfd be happier dream
5481c №17147
i feel empty as fuck idgaf anymore
killing myself by end of month like a giga if i can get my meds again
5481c №17435
>>17147nvm cancelled lowk nothing to be stressed by
back to torturing myself by trying to make art in adobe animate though!! 😁😁😁😁
332da №17436
>>17435it looks eeallhy smooth
5481c №17437
>>17436needs to be smoother though… thx though <3
7a65a №17439
>>17437if you want extrememly smooth lines ,you can try doing vector art. im pretty sure that's a feature on adobe animat.
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>>17439that's a default thingy I'm pretty sure…
i think my line confidence is just too untrained since i never practiced as much as i should've…
so i have to manually go and edit or redraw any wobbly lines…
7a65a №17441
>>17440practjce when you get the time or ill come out of the screen and take a bite out of your head☝️🗿
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>>17441i'm going to try and draw every day for like 30 or so days to see if i can improve. i really don't want to study though, shit looks and seems way too hard.
also are you still not able to use tg btww?
7a65a №17453
>>17442wellthere's a lot of types of draiwng practices. experimentation and patience is key☝️ and im able to use tg now yes😊
5481c №17463
80 mg too much
too much
still don’t feel tired
5481c №17464
i’m decomposing nigga 😺
332da №17465
>>17464My spiritanimal is a slug or mold
5481c №17466
>>17465the only correct way to live
5481c №18041
did 140 mg of adderall in one go because retarded award
sidenote im now out of adderall
another sidenote, i’m having visual and audio hallucinations from lack of sleep
5481c №18042
>>18041 i forgot how bad it repeats songs inside my head ughhghh
too freaky
332da №18043
Im on it too
5481c №19341
adderall refill in less week lets fucking go ! 😸
5481c №19644
drooling on mself and pillow goonnight chimny.; 💤
332da №19650
wiggles ear
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>>19656I wish I could wrap a few layers tape around your mouth
332da №19658
Or in this case itd be your arms
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>>19672ble
how do u sleep for 6 hours
5481c №19675
>>19674is that not normal..?
332da №19677
>>19675I sleep double that amount or else i break
332da №19678
if you use common sense 24 ÷ 2 is 12 and 12
day and night are split into 2
each day which is 24 hours you should be awake for 12 and be asleep for 12
5481c №19679
>>19677oh
i guess im just more used to sleeping less… maybe i’ll take a nap during the day though!
332da №19682
>>19680I fiorgot it should be around 3 to 5 if youre on adderall
332da №19683
oops
5481c №19684
>>19682umm well i’m not on it yet
5481c №19685
i get my refill on the 22nd 😺
332da №19687
Its also more perfect because when you sleep at 12am you immediately cross the line between am and pm and when you wake up at 12pm its a minute before am
332da №19688
>>19684Oh then u should be sleeping way more esp on withdrawal
5481c №19690
>>19688mm yeah i think ill sleep some more after i eat something..
5481c №19822
drank too mch apple juice now i feel sick gh
5481c №19828
or maybe im just sick i feel too weak …
5481c №19829
can it be the 22nd already…..
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>>19831i wish you know who didnt hate this place :/
5481c №19836
i feel retarded
5481c №20061
so fucking bored all i’ve been doing is sleeping
5481c №20091
drool
5481c №20113
its so fucking over
ea00d №20130
>>20000
ea00d №20131
>>20113Dont click ts it will lag yhe hell out of you
5481c №20133
>>20130any time this thread is clicked kikemin DDoSses you
5481c №22538
didn’t even do anything productive this time, i just hope i can get my refills later this month otherwise i’m going to jump off a bridge
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i already feel so lethargic omg
332da №22541
>>22539I get headaches theyre good the first few hours then you get muscle pain
5481c №22542
>>22541its so dumb
i think its starting to get worse especiallythe muscle pain
5481c №22544
i feel sick and light headed ill eat something i suppose
5481c №22545
chinny so dead…
genuinely how do u guys stand it when its this dead
5481c №22547
i’m in a state right now where i need constant attention
this is bad
332da №22548
>>22547Adderall default mood
332da №22549
>>22542Ikrr
And the sweat bruh
5481c №22550
>>22548i wish it wasn’t so bad at this dosage though it feels agonizing when im doing nothing
5481c №22551
>>22549i just sit infront of a fan blasting at medium all day and it keeps me from overheating ,,
5481c №22553
need to stop grinding my teeth so mcuh
332da №22554
>>22550Essentially the sole reason for taking it is to focus it feels like torture besides that its a sacrifice for productivity
If u wanna feel good id highly suggest u take one of the more calming feel-good drugs that you can take without needing the urge to run an errand on like dxm
332da №22555
>>22552Dotn even need to it hurts you for you by giving you muscle spasms and a throbbing headache
5481c №22556
>>22554i don’t know what i even have to take for that
ill probably get too tired eventually anyway …
332da №22557
>>22554Also thdres no limit to how many you can get for those as long as you pay for it at the store you can purchase however many youd like t
5481c №22558
>>22555i know yes it does !
but i think i’ve gotten so used to that i kind of want to feel worse?
strange i know
5481c №22559
>>22557mm i can’t be bothered to go to a drug store …,
332da №22560
>>22556For me adderall is
Euphoria → dysphoria (As in like you feel like shit(
So not worth it for me
332da №22561
>>22558You need to take ibuprofen beFore it hits thats what i do but beware overdosinfg ibuprofen ruins your gut lining you can take like 2
5481c №22562
>>22560i know its probably why im saying all this too
i try and ignore most of the downsides even if its uncomfortable
5481c №22563
>>22561ill try to remind myswlf next time thanks
5481c №22564
can my sage stop going away
5481c №22567
>>22566do remember taking like 10 pills before and not feeling too much, it must be some insane amount considering how easily they gave it to me .
332da №22568
I liked straterra but its not rlly good it just made me sleep 48 hrs
5481c №22569
>>22568i don’t think i could change every other alternative sounds worse tbh
5481c №22570
dont feel like getting out of bed at all
332da №22571
>>22569I only liked adderall and straterra for prescription drygs
5481c №22573
>>>>22571
oh ok
i don’t know too much about ones rhat don’t need to be prescribed or anything
332da №22575
Maybe you should get a hobby like me im making a pillow tent 🌟
5481c №22576
>>22575maybe when the withdrawal effects are less bad i can try something
otherwize im just not going to have energy for a bit
332da №22577
Adderall rashes are nasty
😬
5481c №22578
j love when i forgwt to sage my own thread
332da №22579
>>22576Oohh okay i thgought you were enjoying adderall just now
5481c №22580
>>22577i think i have those too, though idk exactly
5481c №22581
>>22579i did yesterday i took 120 mg and ive been awake thise whole time because of it
5481c №22583
>>22581or 140 mg i forgot
5481c №22584
doen
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>>22580I hv a giant one on my thigh its disgusting
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>>22583The difference between 140 and 120 surpasses my usual dosagd =lol
5481c №22587
>>22585oh those
i thought they were spider bites at first
5481c №22588
>>22586when st the tolerance im at its basically nothijg but a boost to make it last longer for a couple hours
332da №22589
Want to try upping it but dont want tolerance
332da №22590
>>22587Same i thought I had bed bugs?? They also came in blisters that was when i thought that they were from an insect but as soon as i took an Adderall Breakvthey Disappeared So now i Know Who Did It
332da №22591
Also ends up making me pee a lot :/
10% of the time on adderall I am on my toilet seat
5481c №22592
>>22589my advice is to only do it once every so often if you really want to do something productive, and make sure to take a break from it for like a day or two so the effects can calm down
i was too late to put it into effect though so i was fucked alreadu 😭
5481c №22593
>>22590the sweating probably irritates skin too much aometimes i imagine
5481c №22594
>>22591i just forget to drink water so ive never experienced this
332da №22596
>>22592The thing is im forced to stop because if I take a too high dose and dont sweat it out i get a pulsating headache whenever i try standing up and my head gets really heavuy and i start seeing black pixels in my area of visiom
332da №22597
Its those headaches that feel like a light flashing really slowly in my head
5481c №22599
>>22596>>22597i dont think ive had these inless im awake for a long time or staring at bright screen for while
thst does sound like a bigger downside though so i can see why tou wouldnt then
332da №22600
>>22599It only happens a while after a break of taking it
5481c №22601
>>22600oh that explains it more then
332da №22602
>>22599I recall it feels like dying really
332da №22603
Or a mini but ongoing heart attack
5481c №22606
>>22602>>22603ok yeah ive never ever felt that
maybe its just more your reaction to calming down
still that sounds scary
332da №22607
>>22606Last a few hrs fades only completely after a day though im surprused u didnt have it for ur ammount
5481c №22608
>>22607maybe my tolerance helps i dunno
i’m atleast greatful i don’t need to feel that ..
5481c №22609
my eyes keep feeling weird
hallucinating too a bit
332da №22610
Waait oh its probably because i tjake multiple perscriptio n drugs at uneven points of the day and im guessing you do not have anything other than adderall so your system is clear while taking it!
332da №22611
>>22609I only get ones where it looks like everything is breathing
5481c №22612
>>22610thats true now that u mention it
332da №22613
3 a t the moment
5481c №22614
>>22611i just keep seeing random streaks and dots of black that are moving
332da №22615
>>22614Thats odd..i do get eyefloaters when exposed to light though
5481c №22617
oh my god i feel like i’m decomposing but i can’t sleep yet
5481c №22619
need another shower i dont feel well
332da №22620
>>22619Qhy dont u stay in the water
Do u have bathtub close the drain
5481c №22621
>>22620no our bathtub got taken out
332da №22622
>>22621Whaat noo i cannot clean myself without a bathtub because im too #lerthargic to stand whilst cleaning
332da №22623
I mean you can sit in the shower but it wouldnt be the same without the water
5481c №22624
>>22623yeah no i feel gross when i do that
332da №22625
>>22624If only u had a bathtub 🛀
332da №22626
If u have a standup shower and sit there its kind of a depressing image to think about ngl but when ur in a bathtub like youre just having a good time
5481c №22627
>>22625>>22626hm maybe one day
332da №22629
>>22628We should do an staying awake on adderall and getting hallucinations contest 1day
5481c №22631
>>22629that could be fun
332da №22633
In a cool way
332da №22634
U need rest furst doe
5481c №22635
just need to wait till 21st
though the bottle says no refills… hopefully not true
5481c №22636
>>22634i’ll sleep when my head starts hurting
332da №22637
>>22636The pulsating starts inevitably for me after every dose 🫠 (I take it around once every ither day)
332da №22638
I think the skipping makes it worse because im going up and down all the time
332da №22639
>>22635Funny I havd extra
Also different versions
There's uh like a blue capsule one i havent taken in a bit
332da №22640
The pink ones are bedder
5481c №22641
i don’t think ive ever seen thosw ones
5481c №22642
im staying awake kind of anticipating something that may or may not happen
hm
332da №22643
Youll start to dream in ur waking life if u do it for too long
332da №22644
I wanna try im just wondering if now if a good time 🌃
5481c №22645
ok gonna take my sleeping meds im starting to get worse hallucinations
goodnight chinny 💤
5481c №22650
zzz tired boring day
5481c №23054
sso fucking bored of living
nothing interesting
genuinely think i’m going to kill my self soon this is so agonizing
5481c №23055
every day is the same bullshit
so tired of. it
5481c №23056
people tell me i should do other things like hobbies
but my mind is so retarded i can’t do anything anymore
so boring
5481c №23057
so tired of feeling lonely even if most of the time its my own fault